S o m e d a y s.

Aww such a happy man!

like a silver heart.

I have gotten to that point in my life, where the world is my playground and I can do absolutely whatever I want. I don't have a place that I necessary need to be, no studies, no job, no boyfriend and no family. I can go wherever I want to go, do whatever I want to do. It is just up to me,myself and I to make a decision and choose a ride to jump on to. But when you are standing here and choosing what it is that you want to do, it feels like you are just spinning and spinning, and the world is just getting more blurry and blurry, because it is just spinning faster and faster. The only problem is, I can't decide which ride I want to ride right now. My entire life I have done everything I have wanted to do. I have always made things happen. People often ask me "Why does these things happen to you?" Well simple, I make them happen. I go where my heart tells me and I follow my gut feeling. Because I know that I will be happy no matter where I end up, because it is what my heart told me to do. The road getting there is usually alot more bumpy for people like me, rather for people who think and plan their way there. Because they are more prepared for all kinds of consequences. I am never prepared, but some how I still manage to hit the ball back and move forward.
But today, I am standing on my mountain and I am looking down on the world and I have absolutely no idea where I will be heading, I don't even know where I want to head.
This is what I have learned, you can't talk to everyone about it, because the more opinions you get, the even more lost you will be, because you will end up hearing voices from all angles, and when it comes down to it, only you can figure out what you want and what is best for you. Find one person, one person that knows you better than anyone, and someone who only wants you to be happy, someone you trust enough to push you into the right direction.
I think it is important that you make decisions upon what you, yourself want. But sometimes when there are too many choices, maybe just having someone to get on the escalator will help you get there faster. It doesn't matter who it is, as long as you have someone. I thought I had lost the person that I trust most in this entire world. But it turned out that if they genuinely care , they are there for you when needed. Sometimes you just need a little extra heart hanging around your neck to remind you that  You are never alone, only if you choose to be. 

May not have been a daily gesture, but it sure made me feel good :)

The other day when I was out shopping I stopped people and asked for their hand. Most people asked why and I kindly replied "Because I want to do something that will make you smile." Considering that people are rather skeptical in Sweden, it wasn't the easiest job. But I did manage to get 100 people to lend me their hand. I drew a smiley face in their palms and smiled at them and said "Now promise me you will smile everytime you look into your palm today. Have a good day!"The rest of the afternoon when I was walking around the town, everytime I saw a person I had given a smiley, they would wave at me with their smiley. It may not have been a daily gesture, but it sure made the town look a little bit brighter and it sure made me smile that I had "imprinted" 100 smileys all over town :)


It is so easy to make your day a little bit brighter!

The most amazing blog by the most amazing girl.

http://alexandrafashionco.blogspot.se/

This is my best friend's Madeleine Browning's blog. It is not just any kind of blog, it is one of the most amazing fashion/photography blog out there. Maddy herself is not only an magnificent photographer, she is an gorgeous girl with an extreme desire and taste for fashion. You should check out her blog! She is a true inspiration.

A little bit of Emma.

This weekend my best friend Emma came to visit me from London. It has been more than a year since we last saw each other, but it is always the exact same when we see each other. We had a great weekend. Maybe not the most eventful, we mostly just talked and talked and talked. What we do best. I have really missed her and she always reminds me of where I am from. She probably knows me alot better than most people. She's the best and I am so lucky to still have her so close in my life. Thank you for a great weekend. See you soon!

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